I've spent a lot of time on this server, and I know many people have, are falling into, or are currently in depression.
Life is cruel
People all over the server have gone through depression, feeling down, feeling unimportant, and like the world is against you.
I know I have
But, I want you to know this. You are important, you will change the world.
Life has it's tough spots, maybe sometimes it's more of a giant wall. It feels like the climbing rocks are too dull, and you will never make it. These rocks are like friends who drift away. But you will climb over the wall. You will get there. Eventually, you will see the other side, you won't have the wall shadowing your life.
As the Doctor once said; "In 900 years of time and space, I have not met someone who is not important.". You will achieve something that will change the world. Maybe it's doing a nice gesture, which helps another person pull through. Maybe it's you carrying on a soon-to-be royal bloodline.
Just don't pull away, don't climb back down the wall. The wall is blocking you from what is beyond, seeing that life, can truly be great. It is painful, it feels impossible, but if you try, you will get there.
Don't harm yourself, I know many people that have, or are currently doing it. If you need help, come to me, I'm here to help. You don't have to do this alone.